For Now.. We Toast

5 years of high school, all over just like that. The ending felt anticlimactic. Last year, i felt so nervous the entire last month, i told my friends i felt like i was being hunted for sport. After i got home, i had no more work, but i felt antsy sitting there not working. This year i haven't really felt anything yet. Even if i get sad later in the night it'll be pretty uncharacteristic of me, usually i start feeling awful on the bus ride back from a great day, but today the most upset i was about anything is how a couple of my classmates left before i could get them to sign my yearbook.
Maybe it'll set in tomorrow, when i go see my friend and discuss her going to university. Maybe it'll set it next week, while i sit there applying for jobs. Maybe next month, when i get one of those jobs. Maybe next year. i don't know.
After so many years of being a sad, ill and lonely kid i ended up being a pretty well adjusted, social and likeable man. i keep trying to continue this here, but i don't really know what else to say. i guess that's it.
Title is from a song by At The Drive-In