Do You Still Hate Me?

At some point, assuming everyone actively dislikes you gets more egotistical than just assuming they like you. Thinking someone would willingly spend time talking to you, try to get to know you and smile when they see you all in some sort of elaborate ruse against you and no one else. The world doesn't function like that and i know it. Everyone disliking me hasn't even ever been the case, it's just something i made up and internalized. But i guess i have to get over it and get over myself.
Title is from the song by Jawbreaker